Is it time to say goodbye????

I think i won't be posting untill mid-year end cause i need to buck up on my weak subject that cannot make it one. I don't know whats is wrong with me just don't feel like studying.

I think i should have given up on you long time ago but i really

don't feel like letting you off my stupid mind.

I want to give up because i can feel how sweet is your family when kerin tell me about it

so i am trying to forget the feeling i have for you last time.

I just want to be alone for tonight to cry my heart out

There is a voice inside my head that tells me not to let you go

No matter where i go i still need you to guide me the way but as a teacher now

I won't forget the nice thing you did to me

And i don't know why I must be the one who get hurt every times

I am going to leave and i have to mend my heart back together

I will start a new life ahead of me when i put my heart together soon

I am not good enough to say i love you and we will be better off this way

Why it happened to me?? It is so hard to smile when i see your face

Cause i scared the feeling will come back again

I guess there is this thing that you need to know

I am so lonely but i will soon get use to it

I WILL MISS YOU

But i don't know is it time to say GOODBYE???