I just now cried when talking to Jess and Rachel on the phone thats why i was keeping quiet and never say anything=( I really don't know what to do=( The best place for me to talk out everything is in this blog which i can say whatever i like. I mgs him 2times just now 1st is say i cant meet you tml then 2nd is my cca cancel so i think i can, what time. And both he never reply=( I am not going to care anymore.

I think you have shown it perfectly clear to me

I understand and not willing to forget about you

When i talk to you like so close but is it not like before

Is hard for me to say goodbye just like this cause i cant do it

I don't even want to forget you are i just feel happy loving you

But why do i still replace my sadness with a smile

Why do i keep thinking of you when i should me forgetting you

I will learn to forget you as soon as possible

Is because i love you too much

You are my everything that i love too much

I remains at the starting where i never met you before

But i still go back to the happy memories

Happiness is only instant and it will fall apart very fast

Love is like a wound that once it is cut it have to heels it on it own

I cannot bear the pain any more which is really very pain

Silence is the last that i can think of because I love you so much that words can never be say

(To: Mr Goh)

I GUESS I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH....