Friday, May 15, 2009

Today EXAM just ended and Jess, Kakit, Rachel, Jabez, Glenn and Me we all go causeway eat Seoul garden eat and after we eat, we go watch The Uninvited at 3.15pm one then who knows ended so fast like 4.50pm like that and we decide to watch The Ramen Girl is super funny lah and watching this 2 show i was wishing that Mr Goh is there sitting beside me.

Yesterday had a very bad dream the dream is like this......... I was walking to the bustop after i leave Ruoyi house and when walking, i keep looking on the floor then suddenly, got a person standing in front of me and i look up and the person is Mr Goh and he ask me want go his house to play with his daughter?? I say yes and we go then when reach his house i say where is everyone he say oh ya they all when oversea then i say oh ok then we sit down at the sofa and watch TV then he put his arm over me and i faster move away then turn and Mr Goh change to Albert Chai and i was so scared lah and faster run away then i wake up and is sweating lah so scary.


Every song that i hear now is suddenly full of meaning and memories
I feel so alone this few day and i just want to hold you hand and i will never let go
There is something that i am scared of now is that the cheena girl will be like WH
If she is like that i will sure cry and scold her like no tml like that
My tears have been coming out like tap water cause i am scared of the cheena girl
I also know that we will never be together but i just want to love you and want nothing else
Even you scold me i just cannot hate you cause i love you too much
Maybe i just have to let you go as time go by if not i will really fall deeper and deeper for you
I feel so down tonight and don't know what to do as i just cant think straight
Cause you are everything to me even we can never be together
My heartbeat are very slownow and my heart hurts a lot
Now i care for you more then you know and i love you more then i could show
I just cant stop thinking of those happy moment that i am with you for a while only
It is hard to forget someone you love
but you can forget what he did to you

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