Friday, June 5, 2009

Got so many homework lah don't know what the teachers are thinking. Suppose holidays is to let us enjoy ourself and have some fun one but they give us soooo many homework to do like WTH!! Just now did some A-math until i don't want to do and skip alot of Qn. And i not in a good mood oso. I don't want to stay at home. Tml morning meeting Jess lover and Priya at BPP for breakfast after that they will be going to drama camp :( cant chat on the phone with Jess for 2days. Then Rachel oso got camp, Ruoyi is family day and Michelle will oso go out with family or friends one. Then i stay at home with my dog :P But at least i got my baby-boy to keep me accompany ;)


I have been trying very hard to hold my feeling very far away
Somethings is whirling in my mind tell me to make the first move
I want to go back to the start where we first chat
Like very close friend and i think is quite sweet
And i still don't understand the difference between love and like
Maybe love is just another end of a dream
The loneliness of the night easily makes me sad
I don't dare to think too much cause i am not sure about the feeling
But every time we chat it make me feel happy and keep smiling non-stop
Even is for a while only, even i few words or even one second
I want to cry to let out all my sadness
But i want to be strong and not let out any tears
Cause i will feel useless and helpless when crying
Things does not happened the way i wanted it to happened
The darker the night the more scared i am
Feel like drinking tonight and make myself drunk
So i will have no worries just happiness for a while
SADNESS :((

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