I SCREW MY CHINESE CT2 PAPER!!!!!!!!

Fuck lah, my chinese CT2 i only get 23/100 can you belive?? "SO GOOD" untill i cant belive it either. Don't like today lesson but Geo teacher never come so good :D use Handphone through out :) Next chinese:/ take back paper and i was like what the fuck, don't know how to write miuns mark. So i never even copy dnow the answer cause i was busy playing Wei Hao PSP the bomberman untill no batt :) HAHAHAH. Sian tmr got stupid CCA really don't feel like going :/ waste my time over there only like what only. I WANT TO QUIT!!!

Tmr got Physics but don't know Mr Goh will come in to the class anot. If have can make noise, If don't have cannot make much noise :( I will oso ask him back the fisherman! Ahahahha :)


I really don't feel like i am in my ownself
Just feel that i am not myself
I really wanna know what is wrong with me
I cant even controlled the way i feel
Keep wondering why am i feeling like this
DO YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL.....???

Ruoyi, sorry that your fisherman kana take by Mr Goh. I will buy you a new one :D

Chinese did CT2 which i think i will sure fail did not even understand all the words so just any how do :/ Some more always chase me out of the class tell me how to study like this always is the 3SA people get chase out where got fair is you don't like 3SA then say lah don't need to pick point on us one.

After A-Math, walk to BPP with Tan Ruoyi and wei hui, was high-ing all the way, me and Ruoyi keep hitting each other with the english worksheet :D Brought lunch, went to Ruoyi house there eat and watch CARTOON :D Left her house around 5+ brought Ice-Cream and go to car park there want to find the Mr Goh car and you know i know ahahahahaha :D Cause don't want to give me back the fisherman. Thanks Ruoyi for accompany me wait for the bus :D Loves you :) hahahaha


My life is super sucks now
I don't know why also
Maybe have been too slack
Don't feel like studying these few days
ALL I EVER WANTED IS TO BE HAPPY ALL DAY......

Why cant you just fuck off. and stop saying that Michelle is angry or what so ever, cause she is not. And i don't want to hear all the things about you and KK.
You are not pretty at all only your hair make you look pretty. I don want you in my life.


I want to bake cakes but these few days busy and sleep super early :(
Yesterday, after math, went bpp with Michelle ate,chatted and bus-ed home. After that went out with Guma :D
Friday, when home very early, take a nap and dream about something that is super weird ahahahaha :D



Even if you don't know how i feel
But you can see it by yourself
If you can tell me how you feel i think that will be better
I am still thinking of you
But you may not know it too

Today i finally saw you :D super happy and you was telling Wei Hao that group there that you saw me at BPP on sat and bad-mouth about me :/ but was quite fun lah :D And ther is some thing wrong with the blogger. GRRR!!! By the way, thanks Ruoyi for changing my blog skin and my song :D

Yesterday---Racial Harmony Day was fun have alot of pictures taken but ccause of blogger, cant post :(

Monday----was super damn pissed of by my chinese teacher we just late for class not even 10minutes then he call us go to office there sit for the whole lesson but was fun sitting there, eating sweets and pokey :D He go give us DC fuck him lah, 1st time in my life, i kana DC :/ NKK YOU SUCKS TO THE CORE!!!! If next year you still my chinese teacher, i will sure go and appeal to change teacher. I REALLY HATE YOU TO THE CORE!!!!!!!

I have not been talkig to you for quite a long time and wew talk quite alot just now in class :D

Walk to school with Michelle and we are late for 5-10 minutes like that. Michelle was eating the ZOO LAND biscuits that i brought for her :) without Ms Tan knowing. Me and Jessabel wanted to got lot1 at first but she change her mind and we go BPP. Ate, once again saw the MR GOH! the irritating one. I told him last week your daughter oso not DEMURE then he say cause she haven reach 2years old and say i going to be in my 20s already i was like WTH and say i still 14 haven 15 yet! He say that whay i say going to 20s. LOL! Then he at there want smile but don't want smile. His daughter saw me and she keep frowning at me :( Finally talk to you like in super super long never talk already. Went to laser fair next to the see DVD and i didn't know he was looking at me and i turn and saw him again :/ and he make a stupid sound so i say suay ah. His wife keep laughing :) Bus-ed home, did math and off i go to IMM there with Guma and walk around and eat the chocolate-banana cake from secrets recipes :D yummy.

Love will starts with a very nice smile

And it will ends with a tears drop

I just hope to see and never wake up again

Cause i think my life is not a very good one i guess

Cant get to sleep now :( afternoon sleep until 7.50pm to 8pm then wake up. So now cant sleep. Sian. I think back when i am in primary 2 that time, something real bad happened to me only Jessabel knows.

I want some one to be there for me when i need a shoulder or listening ear

I also want some one that can understand me

Feeling quite emo now and i want some one to be here to be my listening ear

As i really cant take it anymore i want to say everything

That i have hide in my hearts all out

Why am i feeling this way

I am just not suppose to feel this way one

I hope to make everything to be perfect

Even though everything is not perfect in the world

I HAVE TO SEE BEYOND THE IMPERFECTION...

What a bad day i have today. What must you be such a BITCH+SLUT! And what is the problem with you? I eat the chocolate (DOVE) that Michelle give me, and you like not happy, you oso have what given by your Chinese teacher, so why must you look at me like you not happy like that when i eat? FUCK YOU!! I eat you oso eat like a dog or should i say copy cat? FAKE, IPHONE why still want to show off the stupid CHINA PHONE!!! You are like using Jessabel and Me, cause when you don't have friends you will come and find us. So just FUCK OFF!

Sorry starting off my blog by using a lot of mean word :D Wah, the new Physics teacher like very what oso. After the work that i do finish, i sleep through out the lesson end :D She teaches so fast and i don't even understand :/ I today morning from my house, walk to Michelle house and then we walk to school together so fun :) I guess tml i will be walking with her to school :) got math super boring :/

It have been a long time that i saw you

And when can you come back and teach us

I want it to be as soon as possible

Why am i missing you

I thought i have to forget you

But i think i still cant do that

Is like so hard to forget someone

Not really enjoy my all the lesson today cause all so boring one :( Only after school the English remedial i have alot of fun :D was laughing all the way don't know why super high :D Making alot of noise :D I don know what i say, Kerin and Me was like keep laughing, laughing and laughing non-stop :D until our stomach pain. Then went BPP eat, slack and bus-ed home :( Don't like to stay at home.

Tml hope the carrot cakes don't come and if the new Physics teacher give my class attitude or me, i will sure make her life in 3SA a miserable one. hahahahahaha :D

I don't know if i have change

Or is just that i want to be myself
I just feel like my life have been passing-by with no happiness

What should i do to have happiness

Cause i have be isolating misery

I HAVE TO SEE BEYOND MY IMPERFECTION

Hahaha my ZOOLAND BISCUITS :D
YUMMY YUMMY YUMMY :D
LOVE IT. hahahaha

YEAH! carrot cake is not in school for the past 2days so don't have to see her :) Then I quarrel with my chinese teacher (angry). Anyway, was looking forward for PHYSICS today but the new teacher give us attitude F*** Her! Cannot get high with Ruoyi and today all the lesson is so boring one :( But A-Math Mr Rao is very funny :D Slack in school for awhile and went home so early today not use to it. Tomorrow still got English remedial after A-Math which is 3.15pm haiz :(

When i am with my friends

Or in your lesson

I am myself the always very high one

But in other lesson or with not so close friends

I am just not myself

Cause nobody knows better then myself

I can only hold you in my dreams

And that is enough already

I don't ask for more then this

I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF

Have a very fun day today :D You can say i unlucky or lucky cause after Math in the morring, Michelle, Jess and Me went BPP to eat so we go cafe cartel there eat. Michelle and Me we eat the breakfast and Jess want to eat the lunch. Michelle, we have the "BEST BREAKFAST" right?? ;) Then after we eat finish, we walk walk and Jess suddenly say what if we saw Teacher here, i was like NO LAH! Walk pass four leaf, i saw hey, that is GOH and i shouted Mr Goh, he turn back and see and i ask you every sat come here one huh? He say "YES" When he want to clean his daughter mouth, she don't want let him clean :) I Monday confirm say your daughter oso not DEMURE :D

When to west mall with Jess and watch haunting in Connecticut dam nice :D but is scary, I WANT WATCH AGAIN! and now i cant go sleep :( so wait for my aunt come home 1st then tell her sleep with me :) Then after the show, we walk around and guess what, saw Ms Soo and her BF :) She go watch Ice age 3 I ask her if she want the popcorn but she don't want so have to bring home :( Ms Soo stay near West Mall. I thought Sat she will go town one but no she got heartland shopping mall :)

You will never know what will happen tomorrow

Cause life is so crazy that nothing is guaranteed

So live it to the fullest

When i smile to myself with no reason

I think that i am smiling because i am thinking of you

As you always light up my day

Have alot of fun in PHYSICS :D I don know why Physics is the only fun lesson this year :) Starting, i very random ask Mr Goh, why your daughter's so cute you not cute one ;) And the say it doesn't matter cause they will grow up to be DEMURE!!!!! I was like WTH why must stress that word and look at me when saying that word :/ I help him setup the Laptop and i lazy to go out to on the switch so i call Mr Goh to help me on but he say NO so i pulled my table out and he suddenly say never mind, i help you on. I already pull my table out then you say you help me on the switch :/ So irritating lah he, so i got to push back my table :( And he teach Echo and say when you in the toilets, sing songs will sound very nice one cause got Echo and i say you confirm got sing inside the toilets before one and when you sing, you daughter will be outside crying/screaming (i make the sound) hahaha :D Tml still got to go back school for math :(


Yesterday, fold paper cranes which i don't really like to fold :/ Then Mr Goh came to our class and Ruoyi or who ask him why he come our class then he say he want to learn how to fold. lol
But when he fold the cranes that time, the face is like a little boy who just learn how to fold the cranes and very serious one :)

Time stand still when no-one understands you

And you don't understand yourself

If today things did not go it ways

You still have tomorow to make things right

So you have to be strong now

And make things better even is in those stormy days

Cause it might be stormy now but it will not be forever

SO THINK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF YOUR WORLD :)

Today had a very fun day :D But i have to sit beside Li An the china girl. Then Physics go lab so fun :D Mr Goh was teaching the don't know what fork lah then he want to say it in chinese, i tell Li An in chinese say that the fork can turn one :) and Mr Goh was like shhh don't confuse funny then Ruoyi don't know say what and she got to sit beside Li An already :D haha good for you Ruoyi ;D If you want me to say chinese, can but i cannot say word by word one if not i will mix mix with english and will become singlish :) Just came back form sakura and very full now. On the way home in Kor Kor car, i ask Jie Jie what is LC then she keep laughing non-stop and i say what is BJ she laugh even more :( but never tell me and say Ash Kor Kor know what is it. LOL!

I told myself to be better once i get over you

But still i cant do it

Cause when i look into your eye, smile and i feel that the feeling is still there

There is nothing we can do to stop love

Not even hate

I WILL NOT HATE A PERSON BUT I WILL FORGIVE BUT WILL NEVER FORGET

Today school sucks like HELL for me even you got walk pass the class few times :) but still the lesson is very boring :( When CHEM lesson, i was hugging my bag and got tears just come rolling down but thanks god no one saw it :) Tml even worst got POA and the carrot cake want give test again GRRR!! Really don't like her why Physics and English can change to other teacher for a while or one term but POA never change teacher :( Tml late day and end early :D YEAH!

I have told myself not to drop anymore tears

But it just came rolling down by itself

Does it means once you cry

You will feel better

Or make it even more worst

Dam piss now cause my dog pee at my bolster GRRRR!!!! I am going to buy a new one :)

On the way to TP, saw Kakit in the bus but he never wear spec and look mature. Went there to eat Sizzler and i saw a guy i think around my age like that make a his Ice Cream cone so high i wonder how he going to eat [L] :D Then Jie Jie drive us back home but we brought Starbucks coffee and sit down at the multi-hall there cause Guma and Jie Jie want to talk because Jie Jie and Kor Kor Fight again :( But i think now ok already :) Left my phone in the car :( feel so weird without my Phone.

When i am down

I feel that you will always be there for me

And give me warmth

I am always smiling when i see you

Cause i don't want to see my tears

Even you don't know how i feel inside

CAUSE I WANT TO BE HAPPY :D

We ( Neh Neh, Jess, Rachel and Me) actually was going to Yuki Yaki one but they say too far so never go :( and went to Jurong Point there eat Thai Food :) yummy. We brought cakes for Neh Neh and he wanted to cry when we sing him brithday song when the cake is take out by the staff and he nearly want to cry out but never :D Then walk here and there want to see new pencil box but Jess and Neh Neh don't let me see :( cause i see already want bring my Aunty come and she pay money and they was like huh you not pay yourself one meh? LOL cause i don't want to use my money :P Ms Soo thanks for the ferrero rocher :)
Anyway, thanks Neh Neh for the treat today :D

Another day have just gone like this

I still feel that is not a nery happy day today for me

How i wish you could be here

So i can tell you stuff

But some times i see you

I will run out of words don't know what to say

As if my tougue was stuck or what

Going to stay HAPPY from now on :)

What a fun day today :) Physics lesson Mr Goh was late and when he come, give us do worksheet is your holiday home work so the one that i do he go take and put it at a table beside Michelle. And doing last one, he say wah so rich go eat subway so i say back no is Jess want to eat so we go eat :) Then he say now a days student eat better then teacher and i talk back so no i saw you at Cafe Cartel and Hong Kong Cafe then next time Jack Place and Ichiban sushi and all of then laugh :D Then he say cause Cafe Cartel got free flow of bread and water so only one person order can already cause the rest eat bread and drink water, i shouted NO! :) Like making fun of him :D Sian tml got his test :( Feel so tire don't feel like studying.

I have been thinking too much

When i see you smile

I feel quite happy

I just want to be happy again

Like the past and not drop tears

ALL I WANT IS TO BE HAPPY :)

Not really in a good mood today don't know why leh :( Then today all lesson is super DAM bored one lorh but only English is fun cause got a new teacher (gay) so funny keep laughing with Michelle :D tml have to see Ms Soo 3HOURS straight :/ SIAN! But looking forward for English and Physics tml hahaha so can talk alot :D

All good things always end too fast

Why cant it be longer

Have been thinking alot of stuff the past few days until i cant get to sleep

I have been pretending to be okay when i am not

Just what am i thinking

I cant even understand myself now