Yesterday went to Farm-Mart with Jess and we had alot of fun there :D Then after a while, Jie Jie and Kor Kor came to find us to give me money as i thought of prawn-ing but in the end, did not cause i think is too ex already :( 1hr $15, then Kakit say don't know where 10bucks only so i rather go there prawn :D Then they go off already, me and jess went back to CCK there and we decide to watch Where Got Ghost?? Is funny but some part quite boring :( Before the show, go eat dinner. After the show, the Jess want to go SASA so follow her and see all those make up, and a lot of girly stuff which i don't like :/ I reach home about 10.30pm like that and Guma oso haven come home and the Jess oso cannot stay until so late :( Next time i want to stay until late late oso don't know ask who to accompany me :( But i think Michelle can :)

Today, bake cakes for Teachers Day tmr :D i just love baking and be a chef is my dream :D ahahaha.




I don't exactly know what it means to be ready
A cake when the oven timer goes off
Am I fully baked or only half-baked?

STUPID SIA!! The Mr Goh, i don't know how to do the calculate the resistance and all the other thing then i keep calling him, MR GOH! F-ing so many times but all he do is go the the BITCH there and i don't like her voice like very irritating like that, she think is very nice and cute. EEEEEEEEEE!!! Then now, i don't even know how to do, tell me how am i going to do my homework, don't even understand a single thing. Another outing cancel cause all say that only got abit people go so don't want to go, so wait until tuesday then go. I don't few like going on tuesday, i want to read my chinese cause i got stupid chinese oral the next day :( they always plan already, then last minutes don't want go. I fail my POA, can you belive it. I did very badly for my CT2 this time round :( going to work extra hard for my EOY, but i think i am just that one that cannot study too good for my exams one :( i really don't like it lah!!!






Your torns ripped me
And prick me deeply
A scar which is undesirable
A wound which would never heal
No matter how much effort it took to heal
It just would not heal......

Quite long never post already cause got nothing much to write and need to buck up my studies. Next friday PTM(parent teachers meeting) sian, Guma will be going and i don't know what Ms Soo and Mr Goh will say about me to her. Hope is nothing something bad :( i think will talk about my result cause i think this CT2 i did not put in my best in it :( kind of slack to much this term. Did a bit of physics for the topic that i don't understand and the Mr Goh today teach so fast and i cant get a thing, so his homework i oso don't know how to do and i am sure that tmr will have a talking/scolding :/
Tmr dance will sure be very fun one cause i ask Mr Seah to change the girl to the "GUY". I think before even the class start dancing, we all will be laughing like crazy :D

Ruoyi, sorry for not going to the choir night to support you :) will make it up for you :D promise. once i promise i will not break it.


It is the love you provided
That made me say
How much i love you from the start
It is the care that you gave
Which made me love you
It is fate that brought us together
A trust we had together
The things we shared together
Without it i am just as good as nothing to myself

I REALLY HATE TODAY ALOT

I REALLY HATE TODAY ALOT!!!!!!!
Why the teachers so big mouth? The STUPID GOH, i did not even say that i will give up math because of my physics. If i say i give up my math, will i still study at night when i go home that time? And i really hate to be accuse when i did not do/say that. What do you all teachers want from me??? I REALLY CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!!!! During A-Math, i get back my paper 18/35 and i don't know why i suddenly brust into tears and cry until quite bad. My eyes were very red and swollen abit. I really don't know what to do now cause my mid-year, is A1/2 now is a C6/5, like a very big jump for me :(




All i ever want is to be happy
And smile all day with NO sad feelings
Tell me what do you all teachers want from me
Why cant i decide my own fate
Why must the teachers help me choose
I want F&N you give me POA which i am not interest in
I HATE THE TEACHERS!!!

I HAVE BEEN VERY VERY VERY LONG that i have post in my blog :) bcak from the exams stress to my hyper type already :) But still got EOY :( I thing i will fail my A-Math :( Lets start of on wednesday.....

19/8/o9---wednesday
After school, slack at the canteen with Jess untill 3pm like that, went to find weihui and went up to 4E1 there to wait for the MR GOH!! cause got Qn to ask him and after a while, Ruoyi came and Mr Goh told us to wait outside there as he go to Staff-Room to rest for a while. So we waited and waited, decided to go down and call him come up, GUESS WHAT, the 3E3 people where there like don't let him go. We want ask Qn oso like cannot like that. I REALLY HATE 3E3 people act until like shit only and the GOH, keep asking us to wait and wait and wait[ANGRY]. Then after the 3E3 still got the 4E1 girl i oso, tmr they don't have exam cannot wait it is?? After they all left, only left Jabez, Ruoyi, Weihui and me :) then the GOH say he want to go inside do his stuff and will come out later. Then we all go canteen buy Ice-Cream yummy :D then came back up and read through it ourself. The GOH finally will come out by hhimself no need to call him. 6.30pm leave the school together with MR GOH and we were blocking the road cause don't let him go and her honk at us. We let him go that time, i was like A taxi taxi and flag my hand :) so fun :D

20/8/09---Thursday
Morning, went to school and was outside the staff room to wait for thr GOH to reach school. When he come out, he ask me:"you yesterday never go hom huh?"
Me:"How you know, i stay here all night to study, i thought you know" :) He ask me:"you not hot huh?" I say :"hot lah, no wind and fan."
He ask again:"whyoff the light?" I say:" is auto off one." Ask so many Qn and so many complain. I keep looking at the time and say, shit I got duty.
Mr Goh say:"then you go do lah, don't hai me." I say:"aiya, don't care lah." After school got Chem. During the break, Jess, Michelle, Ruoyi, Weihui and me go toliet, snatch the last toliet with Jess and she go open the door but i think they never see. Then when she go to the toliet, i open and close the door until the sec1 girls go out of the toliet cause we all siao siao one :D all keep laughing non-stop. After Chem, went up to the roof there and "STUDY" with Ruoyi and Jabez and I keep making alot of noise to distured the Mr GOh cause he inside 4E1. hahahaha :)

21/8/09---Friday
Went out with Ruoyi and Jabez to IMM and we take our time to walk around and talk alot. Then Jabez very funny lorh. Tuesday going out again :) watch movie WHERE GOT GHOST :)

Today
I think i have screw up my A-math paper :( then after the paper, went BPP with Jess and Jabez, the 3Js ahahaha. But Jess have to go early cause of her tuition. Then the 2 of us are in the libary like so bored :(
I spend 1hour in this post :) and is like super long.



Tomorrow is an adventure
That we will share together now
Our future is intertwined forever
I promise to remember
In the future years and days
The love I feel for you this moment
Dreams fulfilled today

Quite long never post already cause have been trying very hard to study. Today was a super tired day as i was in school until quite late cause waiting for YOGA :) ahaha. I was outside 4E1 and was helping her do the math don't really know Mr Goh come out and when i turn, saw him smiling and looking at us. I went into the class and saw the 4E1 people draw Mr Goh like so nice and good looking which he is not :D Go outside staff room and YOGA use her phone call him and he never anwer so i use mine and when it stop ringing, I say:'Hello'. Got no sound, i check my phone, see that it have already been pick up so i hello again and he say hello and ask what you want, i say YOGA do finish her work already, want to find you can come out, he say later, i was like HUH!! CANNOT, still want later. he say ok. IRRITATING. Have been very quiet in his class these few days and don't understan what he teaching :( Anyway, going to study if not i really cant think what my CT2 result will be like.



If I had one wish today
I will just want a simple wish that would be
To feel the love that you are giving me
And hope it LAST ETERNALLYL

A VERY BORING DAY!!!

A very boring day for today :( tmr i think oso will be another boring day which can sleep the whole day. facebook cant update my photo :( willl try again tmr. Today all the lesson was super boring and wated to fall asleep already even the lesson i looking forward turns out to be very boring :/
Tme will be even worst day, got math test, geo and ss sure die die die.



I glow with my smile
Every time i see you near me
My heart jumps
Because i know how much you care for me
Yesterday was just a dream
A wish to contemplate

changi village hotel

Back from changi village hotel :) I just loves the toliet. Will post the photo in facebook cause blogger cant post.
Yesterday, only me and Guma go. Jie Jie and Kor Kor already in the hotel on Sat and their room is on the 4th floor and our room on the 7th floor which is the 2nd last floor as the 8th floor is the swimming pool :D Change and Jie Jie come to our room and call me go swim so we go up there and is a rooftop swimming pool super cool :) We keep going to the glass panel there so see the view and lie down on the don't know what is that. Watch NDP and went down to eat dinner. When Guma and Kor Kor outside smoking, Jie Jie and Me we go to the toliet and the sign is made of crystal super cool :D When back room play poker should have play money cause i keep winning :D I drink Jolly Shandy nice :)

Today, come back home and at night Guma is going malaysia with my grandma as her God-daughter past away which is oso my Guma friend.
Tomorow school starts but i still in the holiday mood :)

I folded 40cranes in 2 hours which we are suspose to fold 50cranes :) is like still quite little but is the thought that count :) We are force to drink the NEW WATER which taste funny. Pour the water out of the window :) smart people do that ahahaha :D Concert and the MC is that bitch which act cute until like what like that. After that, stay in school for a while and thanks Kan for waiting for the bus with me :) Just wake up not long ago. Cant wait for sunday as i am going to changi village hotel :) sure will be very fun one.




Give me a reason to smile
I want that kind that will last for a while
Everything you do
It means so much to me

NKK, you are all so FUCKED UP MAN!!! I really hate you, give pink form for all i care man. You are really like a....... GRRR!!! waste my time only. Haiz it is just too bad for me have to see your face every chinese lesson :/ like what only. Come and find me and kerin during the folding cranes that time and he talk finish thaat, i was super angry already and i go hit on to the walk and only got few tears drop out of my eyes, i think is yesterday cry too much already thats why.
Lets talk about yesterday, people early morning the mood was not too bad cause will be meeting Michelle at her house there and walk to school cause quite long never walk to school with her. I at the bus-stop there, the ruth come and talk to me like she very big like that but she is just a small and skinny girl, so i get super angry spoil my mood. In the hall that time, Ms Soo call me go out cause she want to talk to me. So we talk and then i say quite loud that what you want me too do? And just cried out so Ms Soo was like you go there cool down 1st so i was like crying and wated to hit the wall but Ms Tan was looking and got the SC super KPO lah,nothing better to do see people cry. I went back to the hall and was quiet the whole time. When back class hitting the window and in class Jess and Michelle touch my shoulder and i hit away and don't know why the tears just drop down like this. MT lessson oso cried 2 times :) don't know why so emotional this few days.


I am really really very tire about all the things around me
Feel like just dying so i can left all the things behind
If today was my last day
I will just FORGET ALL THE MEMORIES

Pack my room yesterday night untill 11+ amd i relise that 2girls(me and my cousin) the bedroom can be sooo messy untill...... Not going to carry on.
In the contorl room in the morining so cool blow air-con :) but vert very cold cause they want 18DEG :/ Math 1st and then MT :/ like what, i bring textbook he don't want to use i never bring, he want to use. GRRR!!! PEfun, go inside the PE room pack spoil bicycle and the non-spoil bicycle so dirty. But fun :D went up to the ISH toilet there with Michelle and Ruoyi :) play with water and got make untill Ruoyi alittle bit wet in the shirt or don know where. SORRY :)
The water abit oso never make untill you, why cry untill like there is NO TOMORROW!!!! Then you cry can don't need come back class study one huh? like what, next time i cry i oso don't want come back class can lah. EEEEEEEEEE!! like what only i have keep my cool all along towards you but you really make me lose my cool, make me domn pissed and super fed-up
so shut the F-up man, i am not really going to be a Miss Nice to you already.

AHHH!!! i hate today and tomorrow, got GEO and SS. SS still can listen to song, GEO cant do anything, hope thet the teacher don't come again.




I don know why i am feeling this way
Maybe is just that i am not in a good mood
Or the feeling is real towards me
GRR!! I really don't know what to do already
PLEASE SOMEONE HELP ME!!
Just fell like dying so i will not be like this
Or maybe i will go smoke

Walk to Michelle place today and waited for her under her block for her to be ready so that we can walk to school together :) We are like 15mins late and i think we miss one Qn :/ After math, when to BPP with Michelle, Jabez and Vijay. Vijay went home after we all eat finish. Then the three of us go library there aas Jabez want to read book. Michelle and Me go see the hotels book at is super nice and we talk quite loudly :) to make KK and R to hear us. KK is like very what lorh, lie to Jabez because he was going out with R like what lah him:/ R can you pls don't act like you don't know all those dirty stuff as we all know that you are acting but not KK as you treat him very different from us. And stop using ME! when you got no friends who want to stay with you. FUCK OFF BITCH!!!!

Went home, bath-ed and went out to VIVO with Guma to buy her bag. Then wait at BPP for Jie Jie and Kor Kor to come drink starbuck, sit sit and talk talk :) Go see Kor Kor want to buy the phone but the shop there don't have. And he drive us home after that :) Guma went to KTV and now i am alone in the room :( so sad. Think not going to sleep so early maybe wait for Guma to come home 1st or Jie Jie to come home 1st then i sleep :) Don't know can take it anot.

I am not going to cry again

Not going to drop a tears for you anymore

I also don't wish too be like this

Cause i am just not myself

Even i don't understand myself either

Physics, got test. When up to the broad to do 1Qn and keep disturbed Wei Hao as he oso at the white board there do another Qn. Hit his chest and he go push me. You better watch out hor Lee Wei Hao.
Math, all the guys are munching on potato chips when Ms Tan is teaching.
PE take height and weight but i don't want take cause all the people is at there want to see what is your height and weight only like what only. I grow shorter :( the thing fake one, where got i last year 162 now 159 :/
Chinese lesson got suspension again :/ now is like a normal routine for me already. Always like that one. Really hate it man.

After school lrt-ed to BPP with Ruoyi and simin. When we are at the shop there, someone slap my face, thought who wanted to schold F already but is my LOVER :) Miss you lots <3

Tmr still got math. SIAN!!!

Everyday past so slow and difficult for me
Cause no matter what i do you will never see it
I really miss making fun of you
cause it have been a very long time that i last see you
Even i have tell myself to forget you
But i just cant do it as it is very hard to do it
Why cant i just throw away all the memories that have you in i
As it have become a very very painful scars which i cant erase it
I must have become a fool, a real big fool