Yesterday night i was quite happy ;) Then his birthday was one month before mine. Anyway i going out later and Jie Jie is going to drive again =))

I have been wondering if i should just go or stay on

Cause missing you is like a knife cuts right through my heart

Some times when i feel like i don't belong in the world

I just want to end my life and be gone for good

Cause i have been living beneath your heart

And watch you from behind and dream about you

I guess i have been a fool all this time waiting for you

When i know nothing can ever happens between me and you

So i guess i am letting you go and carry on with my life

When i see the stars above me

I know that some day i will grab hold of the stars

And make me feel alive for the first time

Cause that is nothing that can make me feel alive now

And i also want a road that lead me to happiness

I was doing so love Quiz just now cause too bored already nothing to do ;)
I am trying to forget HIM cause i don't want the feeling to get deeper and deeper like how i like Mr Goh like that, can be sad and crazy for him one don't know why :(

Why do love always do this to me

Why couldn't i just know that love is playing around with me

Sometimes i act that i don't care at all

But in my heart i care a lot of how you feel

I can feel that you are near me but you are so far away

I guess i am suppose to feel this way towards love as it hurts too much

There is nothing i can make you see what you means to me

All the pain and tears that you make me feel

I am going to stay strong cause you keep me for falling apart

I thought fairy tales were beautiful but now i know what is life

When i was looking at you or shy towards you my cheeks will turn red

I couldn't say what i want to say

I am starting to loss my grip cause i am all alone

There is nothing that you do can make me hate you

My heart and smile is already broken cause of you

There are alot of words that i never told you

Is hard to forget some one that you love him so deeply

WHY MUST IT BE LIKE THIS??????

I am not in a very good mood today but i shoot a Qn to the bangs girl(eeee) Then when i was saying the Qn and standing up, i was shaking lah=( I pass all my subject but fail Chinese and pull down my over-all lorh=(( Then went BPP with the same people but got extras 2people Kakit and Herii. Went LJS eat and slack slack but Rachel went home around 2pm like that and Kan also went home so left me and Jess=( Then we want go popular but Jess want to walk pass the hand-phone shop but i want pass the VCD shop and went walking, i saw Mr Goh, Ms Tan and 2 other teacher in the Hong Kong cafe there eat and they also saw us=)))

I don't know why when i saw you the feeling came back

And when i mgs HIM you are not on my mind

Maybe is what Jess told me i have grow up

Or maybe i am trying to forget you but the feeling still come back or what?

(Mr Goh)

I really don't know whats is on my mind now

Just feel like break down and cry

Really what is wrong with me?!?!

I am not in a good mood just now =( I don't know why. I just feel stupid lah. I saw his picture in face book just only and we is quite good looking but just that his hair too long=) I should not have judge its book by it cover and now i got a little regretted of why did i judge his look=((((

Haiz what i have done i just a few minutes ago i cant turn back the time=( I think i know the meaning of don judge its book by it cover=( I did not meet him just now as he got something one and call him but Rachel ask him want go cai ee ling concert anot and i never talk cause i SHY!! never talk then he mgs me after hang up the phone for about few minutes and i was shock that he mgs=) then Jess lah go reply him say i want to hear your voice. WTH!
Never mind is ok Jess i am not blaming you for what you have done.

I guess that tears are not enough to let out how you feel

I may look strong in the outside but inside i am very weak

When it comes to love i am even more worst then now i am

I have to show my feeling by playing CS cause i can kill people

I want someone to make my fairy tales come true

Even if i say i am alright but inside is bleeding painfully

The world is never what i expected to be as there is always ups and downs

As there is something missing and something that i have to find out myself

Cause i don't want to leaves this world with a broken heart

I just now cried when talking to Jess and Rachel on the phone thats why i was keeping quiet and never say anything=( I really don't know what to do=( The best place for me to talk out everything is in this blog which i can say whatever i like. I mgs him 2times just now 1st is say i cant meet you tml then 2nd is my cca cancel so i think i can, what time. And both he never reply=( I am not going to care anymore.

I think you have shown it perfectly clear to me

I understand and not willing to forget about you

When i talk to you like so close but is it not like before

Is hard for me to say goodbye just like this cause i cant do it

I don't even want to forget you are i just feel happy loving you

But why do i still replace my sadness with a smile

Why do i keep thinking of you when i should me forgetting you

I will learn to forget you as soon as possible

Is because i love you too much

You are my everything that i love too much

I remains at the starting where i never met you before

But i still go back to the happy memories

Happiness is only instant and it will fall apart very fast

Love is like a wound that once it is cut it have to heels it on it own

I cannot bear the pain any more which is really very pain

Silence is the last that i can think of because I love you so much that words can never be say

(To: Mr Goh)

I GUESS I LOVE YOU TOO MUCH....

So sian do the shit E-learning=( Wah later going out but don't know ruoyi want to go where? Is either Causeway Point or Jessabel house=D and i do finish the E-learning already but never do math=( cause i go do the NA one then do finish and saw the Express and SA one is like WTF lah i do finish then see the one that i am suppose to do.

I guess i should not have let you off my mind cause i keep thinking about you

I cannot take it anymore cause apart of you have grow inside me

If only i can say this to you cause tears are drowning my heart

I remember every words that you say even not to me

It is hard to me to get back to my old-self before i meet you

The only best way is to drift away and leaves it all behind

But last i want you to know that every times you walk into the class-room i got a feeling

That is so strong and i cant hide the feeling so i have to show it by

Making a lot of noisy in your class to get your attentions

I just mgs him and he have to hand up his project by tml and he will not be going home and sleeping tonight. Haiz really don't know what to do lah=(((
Then Mr Goh talk about his real life story just now during dialogue session and he was like a extras at there lah but i still like it cause got to see him=D Why cant we go to art museum but have to stay in the hall with the Express do the CLAP and WTF lah we also NA mah why cannot go art museum. I don't like the stupid school.
I will be hyper tml when go out with Ruoyi looking forward but too bad Michelle say is her off day tml so don't want to go out ;(

You are stuck in my heart and there are many reason for that to happened

If i walk too close with you and talk my heart will beat very fast

I tell you all my secret and i don;t know why i still got a heavy heart

I are like a dream that stuck deep in my heart and dream

When i look in your eyes i will know what is worng and what is right

Cause i don't know what is right and what is wrong

I think i will not let you go or i will let go really don know what to do

After the day become dawn i really want to see your face and hear your voice

I really don't know what to do now leh=(( I got a bit scare scare even got some of my friends accompany me go but i still feel wired wired one HOW HOW HOW!!!!!!!!!! Should i or should i not?
I just when face book and saw that the "don't know who lah" don't want to name she go take picture with the guy that i say is cute at the dance night there WTF lah asshole..

You are the only source of light in my heart

I want to tell you how i feel about you but i cant cause i scared you will avoid me afterwards

I really don't knows what is wrong with me now a days

I have been trying to forget the feeling but it just come back like normally

I guess is still not time to let you go yet how

And just now i hit and run to you is really very SORRY

LOST AND CONFUSE.......

Today was such a boring day lah =( When to watch the education movie at the temporary canteen there and watch the movie and before the movie start, me and Ruoyi go take PSP from he ai ren and when we come back they already show the movie already then Ruoyi go from behind where Mr Goh and other people sit there. My pocket was so big(cause got Ruoyi hand phone) when walking pass i hit untill Mr Goh and i forgot to say sorry to him just run away=) and i have no interest in it so i listen to music and mgs-ing him. I don't know if i should meet him on Thursdays???? After that, we have the beat box ;( then around 12+ me and Ruoyi went to toilet play PSP and when going down (at outside staff room) i saw Mr Goh and he going home maybe his child sick=( Then he just go home like that=(( Maybe i am forgeting him already or i am not ready yet???

I really don know why love is so hard to understand

It is so hard to tell one person i love you

And is even harder to say you are sorry

So why is it so hard to do all that thing

I want to know what is the reson to make love to hard to understand

Are you the reson thats why i don understand what is love

You have really change my life a lot

And i have also change a lot because of you

Everyone tells me to forget you and i also think i should

But why cant i just forget you

Even though you have break my heart a lot of time

But i am still dumb enough to think that me and you can be together

Your smile make me go crazy even i cant hear your voice

Maybe is not too late for me to make a U-turn and forget all about you

Or is it too late for me

I GUESS IS TOO LATE........

I really cant sleep now=(( I think i am trying to forget Mr Goh already=(( or still not ready yet? Cause i saw a cute guy that i cant stop thinking about it ;) so is it i am looking at other guy and trying to forget him???? I will have to wait and see if the feeling will come back anot=)

But when i am together with you i feel like i have the whole world

Your smile light up my day for the whole day and dreams

I know that no matter how long i wait we will never be together

But i thought you will be by my side and be my listening ear

The feeling will grow stronger each day

Cause the first day i met you i felt that i have already knew you for very long

No matter where i am i will still be thinking of you

There are many days that hold alot of special meaning of you and me

Why couldn't i hold your hand and hug you

If i let you go i want you to be happy and eternity

No matter how lonely i would feel

Why did i felt in love with you????

Yesterday go to the dance night and all the other school dance suck and i fall asleep during the other school dance but when your school dance, i wake up and watch our school dance is so nice lah=))) Then behind us, there a 6zhenghau student and there are shouting so F***ing loud lah then i have to use my hand to cover my both ear if not i will be deaf. We get down at the wrong bus-stop all thanks to Glenn=) then we can get a cab and the bus was oso haven come then finally we got a cab and cab there=)) When the dance ended, Jess, Glenn and me we shouted Rachel!! and behind us got 1 girl say yes i was like WTF lah. And during the interval, got one guy that i say is cute and he is a archer, talking to her friend and pointing at me and i was like =)

When bpp with Jess and we buy our dinner or can call supper cause is around 10+ to 11pm and i take bus home, Jess wait for her mother to fecth her home=)

Maybe is time to let go of you and carry on with my life

The space of the classroom make me want to sit near you but i cant

Why couldn't i see that nothing will ever happened between us even next time

But i just wait there for you like a fool and some more i know that nothing will ever happened

The saddest things is you love someone and the person will never love you back

I can love you with all my heart but i know you will never love me back

AM I A STUPID FOOL THAT KEEP WAITING

AND KNOWS THAT NOTHING WILL

EVER HAPPENED BETWEEN US=(((((

Yeah when school with a happy feeling cause the 1st lesson was PHYSICS then Mr Goh give us 3 choice, stay in class read story book or go library and last sleep in calss and we all say go computer lab=)) Then went there and go facebook play Restaurant City and Mr Goh was like oh why play this game and i just smile smile and Ruoyi ask him got facebook anot and he say don have=(( I told him that Ms Soo the facebook name is Cara Soo and the picture super act cute one lah. And he keep smiling lah=D

Then when lesson end, me and Ruoyi was still outside computer lab walking very slowly to waste time and the other is like going down the stair already and Mr Goh come out and say 1st time bring student come computer lab cause our class very good thats why he bring us come and i say of course lah must see who inside the class mah. Got me thats why the class very good then Mr Goh say is this class got no Jolene i will even bring you all go out of the school. He said that to Ruoyi=) Walk down the stairs with Mr Goh haha super HAPPY just now in his class. Some more went computer lab 2times Math and Physics lesson haha super super fun=DD I never fail any subject only my Chinese lah=(( I got no more mood to post already=((((

I wanted to tell you i love you but i cant and if i say i love you

It comes right from my heart and the bonds will get deeper and deeper

It's just a feeling I can't explain and i am going insane

Heard you say my name in a sweet tone that i will never forget

I also like the feeling that you look me into my eyes as it make me so happy and keep smiling

I want to hold your hand and walk with you whether is rain or shine

Loving you is some things that i cant explain in words

I REALLY HOPE THAT YOU CAN BE BY MY SIDE NOW AS I NEED A HUG BADLY

CAUSE I WANT TO CRY AND NEED A SHOULDER AS WELL..

Went Ruoyi house just now thought they want watch 50 first date but end up never watch cause we go play cards game=) I go play with ruoyi Eeyore and her pau=D Michelle next time must go with us OK if not, not fun without you=) Nothing much today and i never see until him=( but after assembly then i turn around and saw him=D Even for a few seconds of admire-ing him, i will feel happy cause get to look at him =D Yeah i cant sleep cause i cant wait until tml 1st lesson and is only like 7hours++ to next days and i will be very hyper later in class shout shout here and there=O

When i was a young girl i thought that there will be fairytales

But as i grow older i know that there are no fairytales in the world

I like you for a very long time and i don't know why

Maybe i should give up or keep loving you as what it is now

When i see you walking away i feel pain and just feel like running up to you

Hug you and tell you not to leave me and i will hold you tight

I want you to be by my side when i need you or going to fall

Because you are the only one that can save me from the fall

It feels like it is forever that i want to see you until

tml and i just cant wait

I want to see you now and hear your voice......

It have been 1 year that i like/love you and i cannot believe that time have pass so fast that it have been 1 year and i still cant forget the feeling.
I thought i would not be happy today=( cause i scared that he will hurt me so i don't wish too much but when come to his class, me and Ruoyi is at the back door to see if he come already anot then from far, he saw me and Ruoyi then i wave bye to him and close the door then he like one smile but control-ing. Me and Ruoyi was sitting behind Michelle then he told the class, got 2 people never come isit? Then say if got 2 extras how?? Then he walk to our place there but i cant stop laughing cause is really very funny=D Then he go out talk to Mr Heng then i faster go hide at one corner then he call Ruoyi go back to her place and ask where is the other one than i say shhhh=) When i go back behind there sit, he say hey ping ping come back to your sit then i say loudly don't want and he go call me be DEMURE!!

So i walk slowly back to my sit and i was not very high yet then Mr Heng and some student was outside running about and shouting so i say hey i want to join them and Mr Goh say go ahead and i say ok lah=) I say i know you and Mr Heng come from Maris Stella School and he corrected me say is high school then i say back, no wonder you all so high one=)) Then i went crazy through out the whole class=DD

He ended the class and still got 15 minutes then he say do your own things=) Then he went to talk to the china girl then i KPO go listen then Mr Goh use Chinese to talk to her and it feel weird and he say physics in Chinese(don know call what lah) then i hear wu li then say huh wu li?? Then he say i make Singapore no face=) And say his chinese is very good and tell us not to douts his chinese. He talk to her ok already, he say hey don't pollute her mind can anot i say ok=) She ask what is Eeyore then i say you know pooh bear the yellow colour one then the piglet pink colour one and Eeyore the purple solour then the Mr Goh extras say is zi she then i say ok ok=D

When bells ring he go out of the class, me and Ruoyi was outside and he ask us why like that?? WHY so noisy in class in a very sweet tone and i say cause i just now listen to hyper song=D And he tells us to go back in to the class and i say ok walking now. Then the way he talk to me is like so sweet lah=DD I just cant stop smiling cause he is really very today some more make the 1 year a happy and the one that i cant stop smiling=))))

It have been 1 year already that i like/love you and the feeling never ever change before

The time really pass very fast that today is the day that i should give you thing but i am broke

I have always been on a perfect dreams and never wanted to leave the dreams

I have been falling and crawling all the while that you hurt me badly

Some memories can never be earse and it will keep hunting you

With the last breath i have i will say that i love you until i lose the last breath

My heart beat belongs to you no matter what happened cause i really have given you all my love

I am not broken inside for today cause your tone of voice to me after class end is really very sweet

I have never felt like this before until today as is different from that time you treat me real sweet

Cause now is voice and last time is actions that is all so sweet and i just cant forget about it

HAPPY ONE YEAR AND I HAVE A LAUGHING AND SMILING ONE YEAR WITH YOU IN CLASS THAT I WILL NEVER EVER FORGET WHAT YOU HAVE SAY AND DONE TO ME=)))))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASH KOR KOR =)))
Today is like so fun lah cause i very long never have so much fun with jie jie already=) In the morring, me and ah mei we took 963 to vivo and take the monorail to sentosa find jie jie and kor kor=D And is like got not a lot of people like that=) Ah mei want take tram but i want to walk so we walk to SILOSO BEACH RESORT there and i was talking on the phone with jie jie cause i don't know how to go inside then when i going in half way, a guy stop me and ask what room and i say 801 and what name but i was piss off by him lah people talking on the phone cannot wait then ask huh so rude.

I was finding my way up to the room then i climb the stairs up to 3rd floor then saw the lift so i take up to 8floor then when outside the room, me and ah mei put the card that we want to give kor kor through the door and like suddenly got people put the card so i press the door-bell and went in then after awhile, we change and went door to swim and jie jie told me that yesterday night she roll down from the stair(got roof top garden and jacuzzi on top so got stairs) and i was like huh? How you roll down then she tell me them kor kor tell her to demo again ;) She hurt her ankle and butt=) When we want to go into the swimming pool, i saw a bee and jie jie was like i don't want go in then i say will not die one lah. I went in 1st to make the bee go other place then they all come into the water=) Only we crazy people go swimming so early lah;) I want go to the slide there so must cross to another slide, i fall and hit untill my butt so pain lah=( Then ah mei oso fall and hurt her ankle cause the swimming pool is really very slipper=((

When we want to get out from the pool, i saw a pink colour think at the side of the pool some more long long one and i tell jie jie see then we all eeeeeeeee cause is a earthwrom so we faster get out of the pool=D then go back room and bath. We have to check out before 1pm so we pack, bath already is only like 11+ only so early the jie jie, kor kor and me lie down at the bed watch Tv and ah mei sit at the stair there and watch=)) It rain so cannot go play luge=((

We all hungry but don't know where to go eat so jie jie say go sueol garden eat and i was like oh ok lorh. Kor kor drive and half way i was sleeping already and from sentosa to causeway is like so long and we reach there is like 1.50pm like that and we go eat so fun eating with them=)))
I really have a lot of fun today=DD

Every night i will feel very empty and lonenly cause i am thinking what you doing now

All i ever wanted is to have a simple way to forget you but i cant do it

When i look around for you all the things seem to be the same

I just want a normal life that i have fun a lot of fun

Cause i don't belive in fairytales as there will not be any fairytales in the world

You make me belive in your heart that time

So now i am falling deeper and deeper into your love

And once you break my heart it is hard to mend back

Yo today was super fun cause i 1st time see jie jie drive car=) She drive her boyfriend car to sentosa and got me, gu ma, jie jie and ah mei and we make the room until very nice the bed go rose pedals and can climb up 2nd floor cause got jacuzzi and roof top garden. I got take photo but don't know how to up load so wait for jie jie to help me=) When jie jie is driving for her bf house to our house to pick gu ma and ah mei, we are blasting the song loud loud and singing in the car + dancing ;) then when gu ma come in the car, cant blast song already=(

After that she come home change then going to pick her bf and let her bf drive now haha. I accompany go car park to take the car then i ask her can i change the gears and she say can so i change and is like so dam cool lah =D Then we play those bang bang songs very loud some more i scroll down the window=)) Really have a lot of fun lah today.

Tml i going there oso find jie jie and go swimming with her and i guess that it should be very fun=)

I wipe away my tears but i cant rid of all my fears towards you

Is you who make me into this state that i am going crazy over you

I have been dreaming about you and thinking about you lately every nights without fail

You make me go insane, sad and happy like never before

You keep telling me to be DEMURE and i have tried but i just cant

Cause i just know know how to be more DEMURE

Because i talk very loudly and do things very rough so i just cant change

But because of you i will never give on trying to be DEMURE

I want you to hold me by my hand where ever i want to go

Cause you are my direction that i follow every time without fail

I wish you will be here and seeing stars with me now cause

I miss you a lot cause it have been 3days going to 4days that i have not seen you

Tell me why is it so hard to forget you????

There are times that you make me laugh and times when you make me sad

I want to keep those happy memories and dreams that i never forget

There are some scars that you left on me i just cant forget

Some times you turn your back on me when i need you the most

You have hurt me a lot of time and i am really very scared of the china

Because i scared that you will give her more attentions then me and she will flirt with you

I can only imagine what is like to hold your hand and sit in your car for a ride

But in real life i also hope so but i know is kinda hard cause you are married

I never know that i have been feeling down this few days because of a china girl

I just look into the sky and saw a few stars and i just keep thinking of you

You are my everything cause you have taken away my heart and soul

You are the only one that i forgive and never forget what you did to me

You change my whole life and i just don't like it when you say i am ah lian

Cause i am not other people can judge me but you cant

Its break my heart when i hear that you say i am ah lian

I know that i am not perfect cause nobody is perfect in the world

I am really very very scared of the china girl..

Today EXAM just ended and Jess, Kakit, Rachel, Jabez, Glenn and Me we all go causeway eat Seoul garden eat and after we eat, we go watch The Uninvited at 3.15pm one then who knows ended so fast like 4.50pm like that and we decide to watch The Ramen Girl is super funny lah and watching this 2 show i was wishing that Mr Goh is there sitting beside me.

Yesterday had a very bad dream the dream is like this......... I was walking to the bustop after i leave Ruoyi house and when walking, i keep looking on the floor then suddenly, got a person standing in front of me and i look up and the person is Mr Goh and he ask me want go his house to play with his daughter?? I say yes and we go then when reach his house i say where is everyone he say oh ya they all when oversea then i say oh ok then we sit down at the sofa and watch TV then he put his arm over me and i faster move away then turn and Mr Goh change to Albert Chai and i was so scared lah and faster run away then i wake up and is sweating lah so scary.

Every song that i hear now is suddenly full of meaning and memories

I feel so alone this few day and i just want to hold you hand and i will never let go

There is something that i am scared of now is that the cheena girl will be like WH

If she is like that i will sure cry and scold her like no tml like that

My tears have been coming out like tap water cause i am scared of the cheena girl

I also know that we will never be together but i just want to love you and want nothing else

Even you scold me i just cannot hate you cause i love you too much

Maybe i just have to let you go as time go by if not i will really fall deeper and deeper for you

I feel so down tonight and don't know what to do as i just cant think straight

Cause you are everything to me even we can never be together

My heartbeat are very slownow and my heart hurts a lot

Now i care for you more then you know and i love you more then i could show

I just cant stop thinking of those happy moment that i am with you for a while only

It is hard to forget someone you love

but you can forget what he did to you

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSABEL LOVER <3

Today is my lover birthday, yesterday Rouyi and me go bpp buy the balloon and a cute pig. The present is share between, Michelle, Ruoyi, Kerin and Me.
Jess, Rachel and me we waited for Mr Goh dam long lah in the morning then only reach before the bell ring 5minutes then only ask a little bit only then he say you all never tell me to come early=( In class i mgs him saying:''Mr Goh we need you here in 3SA NOW!!!" but he never reply =(

Physics paper i think i can forget about getting 1st in class cause i don't understand the English and is quite hard =(( A-math is quite easy lah but got few Qn i don't know how to do.
After Ms Tan let us go, we went outside staff and he come out cause going to 3E3 then when he come down that time he is sweating and i told him that your paper dam hard lah he say where got is quite easy already. I don't know when he go home one never see until =( Next week onwards got a new china girl joining our class and i scad that she will be like wei hui keep flirting with teacher (Mr Goh)

Every time i think of you i will ask myself what will you be doing

Every time i hear your name i will feel very HAPPY and feel like just go find you and hug you

I just spend my free time thinking of you and wondering what you doing now

I don't want history to repeat again when the new girl come to our class

Cause i am very very scared that i will be hurt again by you

I also wonder why must i be the one getting more pain

When you look at me i just feel happy and when talk to me i feel even happier

I have been dreaming of you the past few nights and is it so sweet

How i wish it can happened now in real life and i will keep smiling non-stop

Even though nothing can happened between us

I just feel happy loving you.

I am not going to let you go cause is not the end yet....

We go pizza hut to celebrate Mother Day but atcually i was going to cook but my aunty say just go out and eat lah so i cant cook=(

Finally get to eat with jie jie(cousin) and we took a lot of picture but is in her phone=( Going to ask her to send me the picture is very funny=D

Nothing much to post already. Tml going town with my aunty, jie jie and me to shop yeah so long never go town and SHOPPING!!!!!!!!

HAPPY MOTHER DAY

I want to feel the way you make me feel when i am with you

I want to hold you every moment of my life

I guess i will never get to call you mine in my life

I only like never see you for 2days i am missing you already

On the 1st day i saw your funny-side

I should no just walk away and say i got something on but i never

I just keep sit there waiting for you and see you smile

Talk about your younger daughter name and we had so much fun

I am the one to blame myself cause i just cant stop loving you

I just want to hold your hand till i fall asleep in your arms

I will change to be more DEMURE if you want me to

You mean a lot to me that why i just cant stop thinking of you

Cause you are the direction that i am following home

When i feel like giving up you are the one telling me that i can do it

I have never regret for falling in love with you cause i don't want anything from you

Cause i just feel happy loving you the way that i want to love you

I have been spending the night alone and few drops of tears just flow out for no reson

How i wish i can look at your eyes now and i will just be happy the whole night

I am thinking of you..........

It feel good to be with you.....

Today is jessabel and mine Lucky day.......

Jess, Rachel and Me we meet at lot1 there wanted to go study but wwe go Mac eat 1st then after that we went library but it was close on public holiday so we walk around for a while then only me and Jess go bpp and Rachel go home. We go KFC sit down there study and brought drink and some food to stay there to study, suddenly Kakit and Rachel mgs Jess say that Glenn is coming and she was super HAPPY lah but at the point of time, i not too happy cause i cant find Mr Goh

=( We don't know talk what then turn and i saw some one familiar and then the person is MR GOH and i was so HAPPY then jess tell me to shout his name so when he walk i shouted MR GOH!!!! And say hi to him and he say hi to me oso =D He go ntuc then i never saw him come out already maybe he go down to basement there so never saw him come out=( Anyway, i am SUPER SUPER HAPPY TODAY =)))

I saw you just now even is for a while only i am still very happy

I was holding back on my smile yesterday when asking you Qn but i just feel like smiling out

When i was staring on the moon yesterday night i was wondering what you are doing right now

You make me want to call you in the night and hold you to the morring light

I dream that i told you that i like you and i felt so scared to see you after i told you in my dreams

Cause i scared that i spill the beans and tell you i like you

I want to hear your voice cause i will sleep peacefully without any bad dreams

I WILL MISS YOU CAUSE IT WILL BE 2and1/2 days BEFORE I CAN SEE YOU

AND HEAR YOUR VOICE..........

I AM SUPER SUPER HAPPY TODAY EVEN NOW......

Today i very happy 1st the chem paper is quite easy, 2nd scolded someone and is like dam funny lah. We ask 1teacher to call him out then he say OK but after 10minutes, he never come out but Ms Soo come up then they were like asking about the chem paper then when she one to go in we call her to ask Mr Goh come out but end up she come out and say Mr Goh say 5minutes and if you rush him, he wouldn't come out then when he come out, must welcome him when he come then Ms Soo was opening the door and telling us that Mr Goh say 5minutes and i shouted not too lound that 5minutes hor. And when he come out, he just walk to the table there and ask who bag is this then he ask me is it mine i say no then he carry and i faster take my bag away from him=D

LASTLY, i finally found Mr Goh and i ask him a lot of Qn then they all never ask lah only i ask and i was so shy lah want to laugh but cannot laugh. Then when he teaching half way, i turn behind and Kanneth was talking to Rachel about me and i was so angry then go and hit him then go back and sit down and continues, he ask understand i say no then he say of couse lah alway laugh and be crazy in class thats why don't understand lah. Then still got 2nd time kan make me, he told kan can you like some how disappeared then kan go away and then i ask him you sure this one wouldn't come out then he say you don't trust me lah i say yes and he say ok then i go in so i faster say cannot and then jess and rachel want to acompany kan to go down then i tell michelle wait for me and he was like wah you VIP huh need so many people wait for you and i say YES!!! He say tell them go down wait lah and i wish that at the moment, nobody is at there and i cant stop the time cause can spend more time with him=P Then Mr Lim come out and say that need to go already then he say still got Qn i say ya and he tell me ask i say don't want lah you go your meeting=( When he want to go in, rachel ask about our math and he say that Rachel and Michelle got 30+ and a few got 40+ then i say i am the one who get 40+ right then he say i am the one who get 20+ only i was like wth lah but i don't blame you cause you treat me too nice today=D

He thought me and kan together where got and he give me the face like this ;) and i say no he is jess one =D I really hope that every time can be like that cause i just feel happy loving him and don't want anything back in return from him=P

I just wish i could stop the time so i can spend more time with you just now

I keep falling deeper and deeper in to you and i cant get out

I have been aching for your love and i just cant help it

I will find you in my dreams and how it will be a very sweet dreams

Whenever i miss you i could think of the happy memories that we have together and i know you will be there

I look in to your eyes i will be stuck with my words and don't know what to say

It feel like today my life have been passing by with happiness

If i can spend a few minutes with you alone

I think that the moment will be very precious and sweet to me

I will always keep the memories with me if the day will come

Cause i will be stuck at that moment and no one can take it away from me

Sorry for not posting for so many day cause MYE and must study but i just feeel like on-ing the computer. Tml have MATH and SS sure die die die one. I flunk my CHINESE already cause when doing that paper my stomach was pain like hell can =( really cannot take it. Then Ms Soo tell me to stop but i don't want so do untill i going to die.

Then PHYSICS today was some fun lah =D 1st time physics so fun one cause got me what =D just kidding=p Mr Goh keep telling me to be more DEMURE cause i keep talk very loud. Once i talk very loud, he will hit and whiteboard where he write the word DEMURE at there i was like wth lah keep suaning me. Bloodly hell xD After the lesson still got about 5minutes left, i say i help you open the door and he say don't need then i got to sit down and he walk away i go kick the door open and come in and clean the whiteboard then he say i pity the door and i say okok then i go don't know how to say lah. When he want to go already, i say bye MR BUNNY DADDY and everyone was like huh?? Only me and Ruoyi was laughing =D
After school, Michelle, Jess, Rachel and me go find Ms Tan then i told Ms Tan that Mr Goh have a new name and she say what name i tell her is MR BUNNY DADDY cause his daughter like BUNNY this is what i heard from Ruoyi =) Ms Tan say i idolies Mr Goh and i was like no no no cause later if she know, sure go tell Mr Goh one.

I can tell you honestly that you have always been on my mind

I remember those thing that happend and i cried for you

I want to forget those bad memories and keep those good memories

The night are dark and cold in my life cause you are not here

You are the one who touches my heart and soul and you are the one who my life

Life is about give and take so i am giving in so you are taking it

All these years have been painful to me and my tears cause it keep droping down like tap water

I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT EVEN THE

LESSON JUST PAST NOT MORE THEN 8HOURS

I MISS YOU........

I cant really get to sleep right now and i don't know why. Some more later in the moring got math mock test =( sian

Thanks for the good and bad memories that you have given me

Some are very sweet, and some are very bitter (very bad)

I keep looking for my future but some how or rather i just cant find it

I just hope that time will pass very slow when i am with you are talking to you

When i wake up everyday i just want to see you face

If you give me a chance i will hold your hand and look in your eye

To tell you i love you and will never let you go

I also hope that i can watch sunset with you but i know i am only dreaming

Cause there is nothing else for me to do but day-dream only.

I MISS YOU A LOT...............

YO sorry for not posting for sooo many days cause Mid-Year coming and must really study but i just cant seem to get thing in my head. From Monday---Today a lot of thing happened but i just cant recall it cause i got STM =( I pass my 2.4km. yeah =D
Michelle i have been Turing behind and want to talk to you but i turn and did not see you then remember you never come school for so many days =( I think i never see you like 10years cause i not use that you never come to school cause i cant chat with you =( This will be my last post then after mid-year i then post =D
GET WELL SOON IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING
GOOD LUCK FOR THE MID-YEAR EXAM PEOPLE

My heart just cant seem to part cause it just cant bare to let you go

I remember every single thing that you say to me and i will never forget

I know that i will miss you if i let you go and i will be very very very sadddddd

So i might as well love you cause i just feel happy loving you even i get sad about you and cry because of you

I just hard for me to deal with the pain that you are giving it to me

Don't leave me hanging in such alone place where i find no guides

I thought that i knew what you are thinking but i am wrong

Is nice to know that you will help me when i need help

I NEED YOU TO BE HERE.......