YES, "N"level is finally over!!! Now my life is back :D ahahaha I cant wait for my holidays to come, it will be soooooooo FUN!!!!! :D

This MsChai gave Wong Ping Ping the tissue. haha!
And she call me to post it up. My job is done here, so BYEE!
Ruoyi(:

Tan Ruoyi Rock :DD

RAWYI here(:
Jolene wants me to update for her.
1st, We are all very very busy and tired out by school these days especially with night study.
2nd, Jolene wong's Computer is spoil, cannot use to update.
3rd, She have been saying and saying and saying "I HAVE A LOLLIPOP TODAY"
this girl so irritating.
Okay I stop here, I happy then help her update again :D
I want end with "Tan Ruoyi Rock!" :DD

I dont know what is wrong with you all. The more i give in, the more you all take it for granted.
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!!! You think i very easy to let you alll take for granted!!! NO WAY, NO MORE giving in!!!! Fucker. Stop giving that COCK FACE lah. Raw and Me already dont want to make the guys stand in the middle but you all are making it worst!!! I did cry, not because of what, is because YOU ALL ARE TOO MUCH!!!! I have my PATIENCE too!!! and you all exceed already!!! I will brust one day!!!!

• Anyway, i made a NEW friend not lah, not really new is i patch back with her already :) so we are friend now :D so happy. And sorry for those hurtful things i say to you.

Okay, plan to study and do homework with the 2 retard which is Tan Ruoyi and Jocelyn Sua!!! But end up didnt do much as thinking what to do on our birthday :) Then that sua brought a ducky, very cute :D


Ohya, if you didnt know, i pierce, my ear :)

Is painful at 1st but now, is okay already.

REALLY THANKS TO JIE JIE!!!!!
I LOVE YOU FOUR!!!!!!!! ahahaha :)

So many things undone and so little time left :(
Hope next week will have time to bake and RAW house and Thursday go sentosa for picnic :) hop all will go in plan. I dont like sia, dont they have ORIGINALITY!!!!! >:(
fuck off lah, asshole!!!

Should i un-Private my blog?
My ear hurt :( But is nice, i like. Thanks Jie Jie for paying, very expensive u know, $77++
LOVES HER LOTS!!!! :)

My blog is soooooo dead :/ Update abit 1st if not that Tan Rawyi down there nag and nag.
June will be a busy month, so many things coming up and need to spend money. No money no talk :( sian, where can i find money!!!! Oh ya, i cant wait for the shopping trip with raw, sua and others, and this FRIDAY!!!! But must go dig money 1st. :(

I dont know why when u tell me all the course in ITE and need what and what then can get in, i feel like crying. U know where is ur ability, i cant force u but i want what is best for u. and dont want u to regret it. do u get what i mean? I dont want u to end up like ...... u know??? I think u are just upset with ur mid-year result that why u will go ITE website to see their course and criteria I know u can do it, everyone know u can do it why dont u give yourself one more chance to prove it and that is prelims!!! :( I am not angry, i am just disappointed :(

I did mgs you SORRY but like no use leh :( Must really say sorry in public?? Walao, he come our class to invigilate A-Math i sian diao already. Then 15min later, he go out and Mr Seah took over i song le yi kuo qi but ending, he came back and collect paper :( Ms Chai give me and Ruoyi a stitch :) Ruoyi one is Pink colour call LOVE :) Mine is Yellow colour call Lucky :) Just now i tell Ms Chai call him come out as i wanted to say sorry but too bad he not inside.
I think i tmr go find him suan le and say SORRY in public :(
HAIZ :(

Ytd, That Mr Goh go take my Fat Poke :( then i bug him all the way until 4+pm then me and Ruoyi go bpp find Jess, Farhin, Vijaya and Aisyah at Pizza hut as jess say early celebration for her birthday. Then we brought a small cake for her, this is only starting :) whahahaha. Ms Chai mms me fat poke with 2 other soft toy and say he dont miss me :( Mr Ong know who to pei her Mr Goh to disturb me still say want to catch mouse for me with needles. GRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! At night, i hug teddy and cry :( I think quite stupid to cry over Fat Poke :) Oh ya, Ms Soo take picture with my fat poke!!!

Today, morning i called Mr Goh and ask him return my Fat Poke.
ME: I want back my Fat Poke
MG: I just finish my breakfast with him
ME: I want him back
MG:You wait arh, i ask fat poke talk to you
ME:I ytd night cry, i want him back
MG: Wait for me
He come out with out my fat poke, make me happy for nothing :( I emo all the way until end of paper1. Before i go back to class, i say Ms Soo mgs me go staffroom take fat poke but want start paper already. damn it :( 12.45pm like that, Mr Goh mgs me say :"Meet me outside staffroom with ruoyi at 1pm if u want ur fat poke back". sound like he is threatening me. Then he 1.20pm like that then he came as he got what meeting with victor lee. Then he at 1st say want give me back my fat poke now but tmr morning must give him our phone. I was smiling and say okay cause can take back fat poke :) Then he change his mind and say, tmr you give me your phone then i give you back your fat poke i was like i dont want then he walk off and my tears drop so i walk to toilet to wash my face. Then they were like calling Mr Goh from outside the door as Ms Soo and Mr Goh sit quite near the door. Then Mr Goh came out with fat poke and I dont like weihui tell Mr Goh to say sorry as it is part of my fault to what, i dont expect him to say sorry to me cause I JUST WANT BACK MY FAT POKE :) Ms Soo came out and was finding for me and then they say i go home already and Ms Soo was like, where got so fast one? Then Weihui look at the place where i am hiding then Ms Soo look and say, you so fast smile already huh? ahahaha. Then, Ms Soo, Mr Goh and Mr Lee going meeting or what, i saw them at car park and i shouted "I DONT LIKE MR GOH"!!!!! Then they all turn and look then that GOH dont know say what to Ms Soo. I tmr morning go find him and pass him my phone and say, next time pls learn how to TRUST us!!! I think today english paper was quite do-able :) I WANT TO PLAY SUA DS!!!!! she say will lend me this weeken :) ahahaha
Mood today is kinda swing today :/

OMG, I cant believe that just now that Mr Goh Wei Beng thought that i EMO. ahahaha, dumb ass :P Help SUA flag cab just now, stanch with the 3E ahaha :) And i was high after that :) went bangkit with ruoyi and i brought fried ice-cream, not rreally that nice lah. got alot of homework today, tmr still got bloody PHYSICS mock test, want my life man!!!! Grrrrr >:( Okay, going to do homework le, if not never reach 12am wouldnt sleep :(

This is a meaningful story :)

Tittle: Is your jar full?

A Professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in frontof him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large andempty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He thenasked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

So the Professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into thejar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areasbetween the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar wasfull. They agreed it was.

The Professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Ofcourse, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jarwas full. The students responded with an unanimous "Yes."

The Professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table andpoured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the emptyspace between the sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the Professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you torecognize that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - your family, your children, yourhealth, your friends, your favorite passions - things that if everythingelse was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, your house,your car. The sand is everything else - the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first", he continued, "there is no roomfor the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for life. If you spend allyour time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for thethings that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that arecritical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to getmedical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. Play another 18. Therewill always be time to clean the house, and fix the disposal. Take care ofthe golf balls first, the things that really matter. Set your priorities.The rest is just sand.

"When he had finished, there was a profound silence. Then one of thestudents raised her hand and with a puzzled expression, inquired what thebeer represented.

The Professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that nomatter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of beers.



"Lesson: When things in your life seem almost to much to handle, when 24 hours in aday are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar......and the beer.

shall update. Ytd i suddenly went emo, dont feel like talking to anyone :( Sorry guys for ignoring you all (Ruoyi, Inez and Jess) and Ms Chai :) SORRY!!!! :)

My brain is going to burst soon!!!!

Today-- TC was alright, math alright too then next Chinese, went to toilet and bring along my fat poke because give they all molest until like what. Saw that Mr Goh went going back to class i use fat poke to make him and he try to take but FAILED. He U-turn and say lent me, i want show to the 3E and i very reluctant to give him but he say will return so i trusted him, but less then 5sec i want it back. ahaha, go ask back from him and he THROW back to me, nearly touch onto the floor but i am a good catcher so never drop on to the floor :) :) Thanks Ruoyi, Inez and Simin for the accompany to as far as farja oso mean some thing to me :D I want to stop all the nonsense right now!!!! MYE coming and i dont want it to effect my mood everyday!!!! So pissed today!!! Grrrrr!!! cant they just wait for bloody god damn while? I want to hit something right now!!!! Thanks Ruoyi, Michelle and Rashid for hearing me naim naim and naim :)

I WANT TO EAT HASH BROWN!! bUT RUOYI THEY ALL DONT WANT LET ME EAT :( I sick already still can get suan by that MR GOH WEI BENG!!!!= Go away BENG!! ahaha, sec1 teach one, dont play play hor. ahaha

Ruoyi help me blog and i just notice ahahaha :D Thank you TAN RUOYI!!!! :)
I Really dont like weihui!! :/ Me and Ruoyi earn the lollipop and chip chip but NOT HER!!!! NOT HER!!!!
Sickening!!!!!!!!

Tan Ruoyi Here! I shall help Jolene Wong Update abit :D
Today, got a lollipop and a new chip chip.
I shall say out everything, she is bugging about today.
1. I don't like WeiHui, Why she clip chip chip at her pocket also?!
2. I don't like Ruth!
3. I don't like MrGoh! He very irritating.
Oh Yah, Jolene Wong will be proud to say, her handphone is still with her!
7/10 for physics test (:
Stop here bah, I also want go study before this girl niam me. xD
JIAYOU JOLENE WONG (:

I saw this very cool phone but there is only 100 in singapore and is for porsche car owner to buy only :( but anyway is damn expensive (approx. $774), so can forget about it :(

The P'9522 is designed around a straightforward "candy-bar" form factor, milled from a solid block of aluminum with a scratch-resistant touchscreen glass display. Avoiding getting your fingerprints all over this slick piece of tech would be an exercise in futility, so Porsche Design has incorporated a fingerprint reader to keep unwelcome users out. The P'9522 is equipped with a stills and video camera with auto focus. The camera has a resolution of five megapixels, integrated flash and digital zoom. The P'9522 is equipped with an MP3 player for music, ring tones and voice reproduction in stereo quality. The P'9522 also features a five-megapixel camera with flash, GPS module, stereo MP3 player, WiFi and quad-band antennas for use around the world (except Japan and Korea).

The coolest part is that it is Finger print sensor that access to personal data is secured by means of a sensor which identifies the user's finger print.

Check the website :D

http://www.mobileporschedesign.com/P9522/index.html

http://www.autoblog.com/2009/02/18/smooth-operator-porsche-design-releases-new-p9522-phone/

Woah, i wake up damn early today :/ Going out later as i am all alone at home now :(
Sian, i am left with eng and POA homework to finishe up before school start but i dont know how to do that POA paper :/ hate it when i dont know how to do. This few days is so cold!!

I dont know want to pierced ears my ear anot. Hmm....... still thinking. Should I or should i not?
Haiz :( I want to watch How To Train Your Dragon in 3D!! My post is getting shorter and shorter cause dont know what to write. School gonna start soon sian cannot sleep until late in the afternoon :(

Satt went back school do math :/ after that, went bpp with Ruoyi and Lynn for lunch. We chatted alot and then accompany lynn wait for cab then me and Ruoyi went home. Went out for dinner with Guma, Jie, Kor and Ah Mei. So funny as i keep disturding them ahahaha. I finish watching Percy Jackson so damn nice lah and that guy kinda look like Zac Efron :D hot hot hot.

Okay, my blog is like super super dead!! You know what, That GOH go and tell 4E3 that i scare of lizard and now sure alot of people know one lorh. >:( grrrr!!
This Friday PTM :(
nothing else to blog. so bored. Haiz :(




黑色笑靨掉了　
雪白眼淚掉了　
該出現的所有表情瞬間掉了
瞳孔沒有顏色　
結了冰的長河　
回憶是最可怕的敵人

Is like almost a month since i blog. CNY haven over yet so still can go take more ang pao :D CT1 coming soon and i haven even started studying :/ and thanks Michelle for the heart shape chocolate that you give for valentine's day. Is nice :D and Lynn for the small little goodies bag :) if got time, i will post the picture ahahaha.

Just finish watching Hachiko and my eye when teary :( so sad and touching. Tmr going to find Jie Jie and Kor Kor :)


A hand cannot be held yet is closer then family
When there is no more what if
Only the tenderness lost is the most tenderness
When all the beautiful dreams fall apart
I will be all alone and sad :(

Today was quite a funny day as RASHID and JABEZ was singing spider-man song which go like this during POA,

spider-man spider-man
I can see you underwear
Not too big not too small.
something like that and i was laughing all the way man!! After class, accompany Jess go to 4 floor but i was standing at the staircase there calling Kanneth asking where are he then the GOH came down and say......

GOH:"Don't need to call me, i am here already"
ME:"HUH"?
GOH:"Keep your phone"!
ME:"WHY!!! After school already what." (tell Kan, i call you back)
GOH:"Don't have to action your new phone"
ME:"?????"
GOH:"If later drop, will cry until the whole world know"
ME:"where got, is my MP3"
GOH, smiling.
ME:"later i go scratch your car"
GOH:"You all be my witness if my car got anything wrong" (pointing at Jess and Lynn)
ME:"never mind, i go burn you car then you know"
GOH keep smiling away, stupid lah him.

Lucky R not there if not sure flirt with him one. Has not been talking to her!!!!

After that, go BPP with Jess, Lynn and Kan but lynn cab home after she reach BPP, lazy she :)

Have you ever feel like dying?
Have you ever feel like giving up half way?
Have you ever feel like crying for someone that is not worthy?
Have you ever have to fake a smile infront of everyone?
Have you ever try holding back your tears?
Have you ever feel like shouting out all your unhappiness?
Have you ever trying to be happy on the outside but drowning you sorrow inside?
Have you ever feel like slapping someone that you HATE alot?
Have you ever feel like you don't belong to this world?
Have you ever feel like you have always be very lonely?


I have feel all this before and i don't like it. I want to be who i use to be!!!
So HAPPY all the time, making my friend laugh when they are feeling down but now, i don't want to be making myself HAPPY when i am feeling down but to be HAPPY everytime.

Back posting as i am bored :/ I will say about today.........

Physics lesson, i nearly fall down because of the STUPID GOH!!! Before lesson, R was standing behind GOH and say "Mr Goh, you are so tall" in the fucking act cute voice!! Nevermind, when he is teaching, R(shall not mention name) is like flirting with him man. I got angry, so mgs Michelle and Lynn that i don't like her!! They call me go SLAP her :D i thinking of doing this. Help GOH keep the laptop, R was Mr Goh, you not taking the workbook or something like that by then, my face turn BLACK already and he was asking if i am okay i just shake my head. After pack, when to sit beside Michelle and don't know why i started crying :'( And I ask GOH if i can go to the toliet but he no reply so i shout louder and he say go >:( Kerin ask me something, i say "I am not as strong as what you all think"! Then i went to the toliet. Chinese lesson, i ask the teacher if i can go to the toliet as i know my tears is going to drop. But she don't let and the tears just fell down. AHHHH!!!! Amath that time oso, when to toliet alone and......... After Amath, got physics test, Ruoyi ask, you seem happy after Amath. I say is on the outside. Then after the funny test because michelle was very fuuny during the test, i think i was the 2nd last to hand up and WH use his PE shirt to hit me i shouted, C- Pain lah(i wanted to say CB) then WC huh, C pain. GOH say, i hope my daughter next time grow up will not become like me!! But i rather her daughter become like me the that R who is so eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! :D ahaha

I didn't know that this post is so long man!! So long SUCKER R

Going to end NOW!!

So many things have happened and i don't know where to start. And i don't want to talk about it.
CRIED today :'(

I really have enough of all. How i wish i can stop all this. But i cant i just cant :(

If i really cant take it anymore of your shit voice, act cute voice and you keep flirting around, i will sure SLAP your FUCKING face man!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!



Enough is enough!! I really have ENOUGH as i have a limit to my patient

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

So fast another year has gone by :) This year Sec 4 already, cannot play play :(

But my this year new year resolution is,

• Study Hard don't always fool around
• Always be there for my friends when they need me
• Must DO homework

And LAST but not LEAST

• BE MORE DEMURE!!!!