Have you ever feel like dying?
Have you ever feel like giving up half way?
Have you ever feel like crying for someone that is not worthy?
Have you ever have to fake a smile infront of everyone?
Have you ever try holding back your tears?
Have you ever feel like shouting out all your unhappiness?
Have you ever trying to be happy on the outside but drowning you sorrow inside?
Have you ever feel like slapping someone that you HATE alot?
Have you ever feel like you don't belong to this world?
Have you ever feel like you have always be very lonely?


I have feel all this before and i don't like it. I want to be who i use to be!!!
So HAPPY all the time, making my friend laugh when they are feeling down but now, i don't want to be making myself HAPPY when i am feeling down but to be HAPPY everytime.