Today was quite a funny day as RASHID and JABEZ was singing spider-man song which go like this during POA,

spider-man spider-man
I can see you underwear
Not too big not too small.
something like that and i was laughing all the way man!! After class, accompany Jess go to 4 floor but i was standing at the staircase there calling Kanneth asking where are he then the GOH came down and say......

GOH:"Don't need to call me, i am here already"
ME:"HUH"?
GOH:"Keep your phone"!
ME:"WHY!!! After school already what." (tell Kan, i call you back)
GOH:"Don't have to action your new phone"
ME:"?????"
GOH:"If later drop, will cry until the whole world know"
ME:"where got, is my MP3"
GOH, smiling.
ME:"later i go scratch your car"
GOH:"You all be my witness if my car got anything wrong" (pointing at Jess and Lynn)
ME:"never mind, i go burn you car then you know"
GOH keep smiling away, stupid lah him.

Lucky R not there if not sure flirt with him one. Has not been talking to her!!!!

After that, go BPP with Jess, Lynn and Kan but lynn cab home after she reach BPP, lazy she :)

Have you ever feel like dying?
Have you ever feel like giving up half way?
Have you ever feel like crying for someone that is not worthy?
Have you ever have to fake a smile infront of everyone?
Have you ever try holding back your tears?
Have you ever feel like shouting out all your unhappiness?
Have you ever trying to be happy on the outside but drowning you sorrow inside?
Have you ever feel like slapping someone that you HATE alot?
Have you ever feel like you don't belong to this world?
Have you ever feel like you have always be very lonely?


I have feel all this before and i don't like it. I want to be who i use to be!!!
So HAPPY all the time, making my friend laugh when they are feeling down but now, i don't want to be making myself HAPPY when i am feeling down but to be HAPPY everytime.

Back posting as i am bored :/ I will say about today.........

Physics lesson, i nearly fall down because of the STUPID GOH!!! Before lesson, R was standing behind GOH and say "Mr Goh, you are so tall" in the fucking act cute voice!! Nevermind, when he is teaching, R(shall not mention name) is like flirting with him man. I got angry, so mgs Michelle and Lynn that i don't like her!! They call me go SLAP her :D i thinking of doing this. Help GOH keep the laptop, R was Mr Goh, you not taking the workbook or something like that by then, my face turn BLACK already and he was asking if i am okay i just shake my head. After pack, when to sit beside Michelle and don't know why i started crying :'( And I ask GOH if i can go to the toliet but he no reply so i shout louder and he say go >:( Kerin ask me something, i say "I am not as strong as what you all think"! Then i went to the toliet. Chinese lesson, i ask the teacher if i can go to the toliet as i know my tears is going to drop. But she don't let and the tears just fell down. AHHHH!!!! Amath that time oso, when to toliet alone and......... After Amath, got physics test, Ruoyi ask, you seem happy after Amath. I say is on the outside. Then after the funny test because michelle was very fuuny during the test, i think i was the 2nd last to hand up and WH use his PE shirt to hit me i shouted, C- Pain lah(i wanted to say CB) then WC huh, C pain. GOH say, i hope my daughter next time grow up will not become like me!! But i rather her daughter become like me the that R who is so eeeeeeeeeeeee!!!! :D ahaha

I didn't know that this post is so long man!! So long SUCKER R

Going to end NOW!!

So many things have happened and i don't know where to start. And i don't want to talk about it.
CRIED today :'(

I really have enough of all. How i wish i can stop all this. But i cant i just cant :(

If i really cant take it anymore of your shit voice, act cute voice and you keep flirting around, i will sure SLAP your FUCKING face man!!! AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!



Enough is enough!! I really have ENOUGH as i have a limit to my patient

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

So fast another year has gone by :) This year Sec 4 already, cannot play play :(

But my this year new year resolution is,

• Study Hard don't always fool around
• Always be there for my friends when they need me
• Must DO homework

And LAST but not LEAST

• BE MORE DEMURE!!!!